bad mood

dear blog,
pls let me vent at here...
this week,
I keep cry and cry...
just bcz too stress!
too much things keep come on to me...
study, family, and my relationship...


exam is coming,
but I'm not in the study mood...
cant even memorize a whole subject...
I'm scare will pull down my CGPA !


family is always lying!
well, the 3rd time they say wan buy car,
but the end always is NONE!
this time they say is aunt problem...
ok...fine...
that is ur problem
and its none of my business!
I swear...I wont trust u all again!


recently, 
u let me feel that u don't know about me...
yesterday things,
and today morning things...
u don't know what I really angry on...
then straight say what I want I sure want to get it...
I'm not...
I'm just angry on the eccentricity of my parents...
what my siblings want,
they sure will give them...
then when only is my turn??
I need work and get the things that I want...
u say need some time to refocusing yourself...


u leave me alone for the FIRST time :(